March 2011
You're killing me with your expectations.
Quit harping.
aircapacity.
Faces in the water,
our hands entwined.
Breathe, it’s all right - words that saunter
A beautiful lie, a beautiful lie.
Flitter off with my vigour,
thy orbs that ascend in spectacular masses;
Drift off into tranquility,
into the space within spaces.
She spoke words that would melt in your hands.
...
KILL ME IM LEARNIN' HOW TO SHUFFLE LOL
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA good luck to myself.
I need another story
Something to get things started in my head.
Glaciers that encased my head
the blizzard that was my mind
sleet, white spots; proliferation
/
Tremble, a tremble, a twitch
with no control
Words beseeching, yet not heeded
/
Tremble, tremble, tremble, then twitch
Hollow holes left behind.
Rustic doorknobs and empty faces
Figures behind the fleeting curtain,
Waiting.
HAY DERE
I guess the feeling of Vincent being gone took a while to set in.
I know I don’t really text/etc. him regularly but…
Ok it just feels weird that I cant send him random texts on random days anymore.
And that he won’t be popping over anytime soon to visit Violet.
Ah, Vincent.
Anyway I hope you’re enjoying Sydney, since you’ll be there till December.
Missing you...
(y)
FRIDAY, FRIDAY, GETTIN’ DOWN ON FRIDAY
omg rebecca black.
I’m dying.
FUN. FUN. FUN. FUN.
ugh, I'm feeling so sick.
I’ve been feeling so stressed out lately. It feels like I’ve been stretched out over and over again. To be honest, I keep having this sinking feeling that I’m gonna do badly for any assignment/test that comes my way.
Please please, PLEASE. Please buck up and study hard.
You have no idea how much you’re gonna hate yourself if you screw this up.
Listen
The dust has only just begun to
form crop circles in the carpet.
24. things you wanna say to five people.
one: I like you.
two: I wish you were real, but no one like that exists. You wouldn’t see me like how others do, and maybe…
three: Hello. Thanks for being there. I like the way things are now.
four: I would like to make a reservation for the classes on the 20th march
five: I can concoct so many things, compose illustrations that people like, but in the end, it still boils down to...
Your subtleties, they strangle me.
For the days where you wanna just lie back and let the world walk by.
For the days where you just wanna stop trying to be someone that society willingly embraces.
For the days when you’re so exhausted that you just wanna sit back and cry.
inter-changing mind control
12. things you wanna say to an ex.
How about ex-friends? Lol.
Person 1: Yeah, I’m quite okay with things/you now. I don’t hate you or anything. But I’ll admit, i still feel what I did then was necessary so that I could get over it. So, no hard feelings.
Person 2: How’s ITE? (If you could even make it there).
11. discuss how single life is.
It’s uh, solitary. HAHA
I mean, well, I haven’t got to experience what being in a relationship feels like, so to me single life feels like the usual thing. Idk.
Ask me again when I’m in a relationship ahahaha
DAMMIT.
I just….dammit. Dammit.
:/
I GIVE UP
Moustache
10. your views on drugs and alcohol.
I remember saying ‘I’ll never drink’ to my aunt and she replied, ‘so you say, now.’
At the moment I’d say ‘No’ to alcohol, but I’m not sure about the future.
Drugs however, do I even need to say it haha.
I'm feeling like a kid again.
Running, jumping, whirling. Screaming at the top of my lungs with no worries.
writing a poem about you is harder than I thought; fuck, frustration.
