August 2010
The Effect of Computer Games On My Brain.
Somehow it feels like my mind has somewhat disintegrated after staying on the comp for too long.
And I keep thinking I’m bleeding from my ears; I can feel the blood trickling out of it and down my cheek.
(._.)
Death via ear-bleed.
AGH.
Lately it feels like all I’ve been doing is meaningless.
I’m walking with no purpose.
I'm not calling you a liar, just don't go and lie...
I'm in the grip of a hurricane; I'm gonna blow...
Like the last time I committed suicide, social...
Traipsing.
I get lost, messed up and bored when I’m alone too long.
I can’t sleep, function or eat when I’m not with someone.
Do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
A kind of macabre and somber wonder-twin type of harmony?
What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends, but not enough to share.
What if it was you? You...
A Kiss With A Fist Is Better Than None.
PRELIMS START TOMORROW.
I’m scared shitless.
Have I studied enough? I can’t answer that for sure.
Am I well-prepared? I don’t have the slightest idea.
I wish my brain was a endless loop of creativity HAHA
Then perhaps I can write more, with the massive influx of plots.
Meh.
I miss people…
Today, someone told me about a ‘Ripple Effect’
It starts with...
I REFUSE TO RETYPE MY ESSAY AND CHANGE ONE OF THE...
Hey Miss Murder.
What now.
I’m all alone in the world.
It’s a one stop shot
You hit me once, I hit you back
You give a kick, I give a slap
You smashed a plate over my head
And I set fire to our bed.
Crushed. Inside.
I can never belong.
Prom.
So apparently I’m going.
And I’m just wondering who I’m gonna ask.
Meh.
Maybe I’ll go with my imaginary buddy.
Please just admit you're wrong, so which will it...
Wonder where you are.
Danny boy, don't be a fool. Take upon to break the...
The Adversary
He enters the room with a blackness that surrounds his feet.
Each step taints the very core.
A deep, writhing darkness, much akin to coiling cobras.
Spreads outward, in the fashion of a blooming flower.
A raven efflorescence.
Your smile, he thought.
Your laugh, he continued.
That joy, it’s all fake isn’t it?
His gaze, affixed.
A slight smirk ended itself at the corner of his...
Love is watching someone die.
So who’s gonna watch you die?
I need a playlist re-shuffle.
Girl, you better watch your back, He sits with...
I love it when you call, but you never call at...
Something inside, this heart has died. You're in...
Affliction ampersand conflict.
I need, I want, I crave.
You.
Its once again the time to let my emotions fly with my words.
Goodbye.
Time waits for no man, the clouds weep for no...
Ai no sukaafu de
So a wave of memories came crashing down on me today
I’m feeling shitty again
Can I skip O levels and use the time to do something that I’m really into?
Plsthx but obviously that wouldn’t work
AGH PSI IS ON WEDNEDAY
And I haven’t told my parents my (bad) grades
I’m already so disappointed with myself & I don’t wanna disappoint them
But I guess...
さよなら
自分らしさなんて 誰もわからないよ 長い長い道の途中で 失くしたり拾ったり 急に寂しくなって 泣いちゃう日もあるけど 涙も 痛みも 星に変えよう 明日を照らす 灯りをともそう 小さく迷っても ふたりで作ろう 星屑を 強く光る永遠を探そう
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I wish I could sing. Ahaha
I can’t though.
But if I could, I’d sing all my troubles away.
Masshiro na keshiki ni ima sasowa re te boku wa yuku yo mada mi nu sekai he
O
Hate on me, Hater
Now, or later
Cause I’m gonna do me
You’ll get mad, baby
Go ahead and hate on me, Hater
Cause I’m not afraid of
What I’ve got, I paid for
You can hate on me.
Life is meh
Fries aren’t.
