July 2010
Life goes on as I'm fading away
“It’s because I was merry and had high hopes. I’m such an idiot. Before coming here, I learned the lesson to not have high hopes for the future so that I wouldn’t be hurt. The emptier you are, the less you lose.” - Hayate
MEHHHHHHH
Crushed hopes and dreams.
But for some reason I don’t really care.
Oyasuminasai!
L1R5
Thirty isn’t an awesome number.
And I have tuition so bye.
The hardest and most painful moment in a life is...
These words…
I’ve made a few good friends through GE,
And it would be nice if I could meet them one day.
Sadly they all reside in other countries.
Perhaps, we’d really get along if we were able to meet.
Ah endless possibilities.
But only one cold hard truth.
Mid-terms.
So here I am camping in front of the comp eating instant noodles.
So far, we’ve gotten back three exam papers, and the future doesn’t look very bright.
:|
Ba de ya, dancing in september
Ba de ya, you and me forever
What you've got, is hard to find. I think about it...
You're talking shit again; It's Heartbreak Warfare
(Insert Vulgarity Here)
I’m feeling extremely cranky right now.
I’m in the mood, to be ruuuude.
Come near me and I’ll make sure I bleed you dry ;3
Entrapment
Like chains that emerged from the ground,
These iron shackles; his limbs were bound.
While darkness swarmed, surrounding him
Despair spread like poison, tainting his heart.
He could barely twitch his impaled wings.
Hands and feet firmly constrained,
The darkness washed over his eyes, blindfolding.
He has been robbed of his sight.
The door creaked open; a set of eyes.
A lass, “Who...
Can I kill myself?
She is watching, heart aching with sorrow. She is...
It fills my head up; It gets louder
This is going to haunt me for quite awhile. And...
Its like a ticking time bomb.
So when will it blow? I don’t know.
And I know I’ll be dreading the day.
I wanna draw, I need to-
I Lie Through Gritted Teeth
When you pose the same question once again.
I cannot bear to tell you the mere truth.
Maybe one day you will understand.
1st. New Beginning.
ITS A NEW START.
OH HAI DERE.
I'll leave this be, till I find a way to import...
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Pulsation, guided.
Why fight for something that wouldn’t do the same. Why attempt to preserve something when it simply doesn’t care Why even try? Because I want to But soon you lose the reason, the will to fight for it When… You finally realise, that you are no longer a part of it. - Go plummeting down to the ground and know that you can never get back there.
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A hundredth.
Lol the 100th post on my tumblr. And the perfect time to say, That I’ve given up. I’ve been cut out.
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Solace to stay this way.
. Lol I’d be giving Homing a pat on her head if I could now. But I guess I never get the chance to hahaha. Isn’t it weird, how frustrated you get when friendship problems come your way, Ultimately hoping that they would disappear, But once they are no longer present, And when these problems can never exist anymore, You yearn for them. Maybe friendship problems are proof that a friendship even...
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When the sun finally decides to set, the skies...
- I have to know If you flew away with me The faster I go, The further away it seems, we get. And floating our way out. We fall behind, And all of her end. I should’ve stayed, But I lost my head. With all of our words, De-voicing themselves, I should’ve stayed, But I lost my head. I should’ve stayed, But I lost myself. Always running out of time ———— Sadly, there was nothing I could salvage....
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A rhythmic riposte that sets your soul ablaze; The...
- One has shattered, one has strained The aftermath: just two remain. Picture-perfect memories, scattered all around the floor I cannot relive them, like I used to do before. And the ground shook beneath my feet and crumbled, I can do naught but watch them fall… Red drops of crimson tears, Found their way out of my eyes They creeped slowly down my cheeks, Falling to the ground that has vanished....
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Oh nothing else compares; A rush of blood to the...
And they were all yellow.
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Something I did during detention HAHAHA.
Well, I hope you guys like it :)
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Come out upon my seas, Curse missed opportunities....
Numbing cold attacks from where people used to have been. The only source of warmth then, was now gone. But really, I guess a blanket would suffice. Just throw me one and leave me be. Leave me be.
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So a knock came from the door, and I went to open...
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Change
. It’s time that I realised that things have changed. It’s no longer the same. Maybe I should start finding some alternatives. Or maybe I don’t need to because I’m already used to this. ————— In the middle of that path where we separated I stood alone The silhouette quietly disappeared Because my dream will not go away, just like the sun, always there, even when we cannot see it because of our...
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Goodbye Yesterday
// “Don’t overwork yourself,” you said so, Wrapping your arm around me, and laughed. “Is it okay for me to cry just a little?” I asked. My tears were filled with emotion. Timidness, bluffing, and the things I Protected obstruct me And I can’t even take a single step forward; Tomorrow is scary. It’s warm in your arms; I wonder if I can say it I’ll change the weakness into wings now. Goodbye,...
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Push
Something inside of me, that just won’t let me be I’m gonna walk into my room I’m gonna shut the door, and I’m gonna walk into the sky For me.
