June 2010
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Don(u)t
[[ Just let me wish you were mine. Wish you were mine. Told you that I don’t want you anymore. ]] ——————————————————— I’m alive as long as blood still flows through my veins. Alive as long as this heart is still pumping. It’ll take more than that, If you’re planning to break or...
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You just had to, didn't you?
I feel betrayed, in a sense. Not exactly, but somewhat so. I really thought you’d know better. You knew of the plight that I was in and yet… And yet you’re doing this now. Why? Why? I guess I thought wrong. Once again the same feeling lashes out at me. When will it ever end? It actually had, but I guess it was short-lived. Thanks for reminding me. Thanks for making me remember. Thanks for once...
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// A song that is fitting of the blue sky and, in that way, it is a song that I always have an image of within me. I really want to share this with anyone in love: that pain and the fear of losing something important can develop even in love… Still, it could be said that these are simply parts of “falling in love”. ...
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Why.
I’ve shoved it into the past. And I’m over it. So please, don’t make me relive those days again. I have no fucking time to get over all that psychological crap. Even if it’s going through what not, Don’t ask me if I have tried to put myself in it’s shoes And doubt that I have. Because I clearly did. And whatever happened after that changed my perspective. So seriously, stop. Don’t even try. I...
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SUPERFICIAL.
Psh I hate that word. So damn much. ——————————- I’m walking on sunshine, I can see your halo, and don’t it feel good?
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~.~
So finally I decided to attempt an Add math worksheet. And I have only one thing to say : GG
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Its pulling me back in again.
What’s left of that figure is simply its outline. The one I regarded as the listening ear. Gone Now a hollow void. Oh where have you gone, my listening ear. Especially now when I need you so… But the truth was that, You never returned, did you?
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Six.
- Six days till the start of school. Six days till the start of the mid-year examinations. Six hours till the end of today. Six seconds into typing this. Six things to do. Six. ——— I barely slept yesterday; Accidentally fell into slumber at 6am, and woke up a few hours later. Strangely though, I’m not tired. ——— // Mel walked up to him, and put her hand on his shoulder. “We have to leave soon,...
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Rain
- The new morning we’ve finally found, Is being hampered by the past What we chased after wasn’t the future, But the past so full of remorse. The ruthless memories won’t stop playing; They won’t be forgiving us for a long time. It’s about now that a teardrop, Begins to roll down my fatigued cheeks. Will this rain ever stop? I’ve been freezing for a long time. Why does the rain continue to fix on...
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Hologram
- Drawn by a landscape as white as snow I’m headed towards an unseen world Woah. I’ve been traveling while lost under this gray sky Everyday with new maps, stained with my many dreams I wonder if someday Even with these tiny steps of mine, I’ll be able to travel beyond those clouds. I put on a bold front. End up hurting myself. I feel empty inside. It’s started to rain, And the raindrops Began to...
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Again.
- I’ve still got a lot of years ahead of me To just erase these feelings? I want to go back and finish The things that I’ve yet to finish. I was supposed to be chasing after my ongoing dream Yet I faltered over others while walking this thin, winding path. It’s not that I want to return to those days I’m searching for the sky I lost. Don’t make that sad face, as if you’ve fallen victim As if you...
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Between.
What lies between us, are insurmountable mountains. And the space between us, is comparable to the distance between the stars.
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Alone.
For once I took a slow walk back home from tuition. Memories flooded my mind as I went on, I’ve never felt so alone. It feels like the only people I know are those in my memories. I crossed the road without realising a car was coming my way; I ended up getting honked at, not hit though. I walked through the dark path back; all the fear that I used to harbour whenever I went through, gone. Replaced...
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Lost.
- I heard someone say. “If there’s love, there’s peace.” And one may agree with that, or not. Whenever I was in pain, You’d hold me closely And it was in the warmth of those arms that I felt peace. But then you stopped talking to me, And I closed off my heart, This love was torn apart. ————————————————-
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Fa Fa Fa FaFaFaFa Fa
- I need a shot, I need a shot of ambition I need a hit, I need a hit of nutrition I need a fix, I need to fix my ignition. If you want to whip me into shape, Give me a plan or a mission ———————————————— I’ve decided to give up on my childish hopes. Seems like they’re not gonna be fulfilled any time in the future, so… ^^ I’m gonna ride fast, going nowhere And I left my brain in the past I’m gonna...
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PEDOBEAR.
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Decision.
Halfway through macs, an overwhelming sense of dread washed over me. And I had the sudden urge to get away, and be alone. —————————————————————————— I don’t want to be the cause of problems again. I’m not planning to take a risk. I’ll be like the wind; to be there when it rains, And when the sun reveals itself once more, I’ll disappear.
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Pewpewparadise
Once again I’ve gotten a free 2 hour pass to step into paradise HAHA Then who knows what’ll happen after that.
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._.
I don’t know what’s going on anymore hahaha My fault for being too self-centered. Boxing myself up. And now, feel the aftershocks of it. —————————————————- I’ve been a bad friend haven’t I. When you replied my text after school, I could sense something was wrong but yet I didn’t bother; too caught up in the tornado running amok in my mind. And now, I can’t help anymore. *slapped*
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Scum.
// From that day on I decided not to cry Even through repeated pain I forgave everything Still I can’t go back to those days I am still unable to do anything The shards of your memory Again another disappears My teardrops have become rain I look up at the stars shining、 unchanged The flowing clouds are coloring the sky If I find myself again I’m becoming an adult, but Still there are...
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Sight.
What do you see, when you close your eyes for a moment? Some may see the world, their loved ones, But when I shut mine, I see my friends. Yet lately, I think I’ve lost my grip on that world. Now, when I shut mine, I see darkness. Nothing. No one. And when there even is someone, they’re leaving. Or maybe coming at me, with their words of hurt. Their words sting; I flinch whenever I recall. But yet...
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Flickering.
Promise me, You won’t let them, put out your fire Put out your fire. —- Promise by Slash ft. Chris Cornell ——————————————————- I’m ‘fraid that flame has already been put out, otherwise its halfway there. When I close my eyes, I see darkness. When I open my eyes, the view doesn’t change.
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Lonelily.
Through the trees, I will find you I will heal, the ruins left inside you Cause I’m still here breathing now, I’m still here breathing now I’m still here breathing now Until I’m set free, Go quiet through the trees. ————————————————- I should get used to this. To how silence bounces off the walls, and echoes around.
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Inflatus
// Thy scarlet lips; gaze upon while they part Thou evocative breath, brings me to sweet surrender Fills thy lungs with redolence, that penetrates thy mask Shatters it, and blows out through thy nostrils To ineffable inflatus.
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Inundation/-
“This world keeps spinning faster Into a new disaster…” —- I Run To You, Lady Antebellum, —————————————————- I keep having this vision, of the four of them and myself walking. And then, somehow, my legs are stuck in the road. Stuck, and their backs facing me as they go on. I can do naught but watch them slowly disappear from my sight. The further they are from me, the more I sink into ground. Not...
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Have a little taste of heaven
I’m happy that they’re still here, but it always feels like they may decide to leave one day Maybe I’m thinking too much. ———————————————————————————- So once again I tasted a little bit of heaven, for that mere 2-4 hours or so. And then it flew back to where it belonged, and I was back where I started. Actually, what AM I thinking? There was no way that it would remain by my side, there are many...
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Daikiraina boku juuroku sai.
Desperately needing chem tuition. As well as Starbucks. Or maybe I don’t because somehow sometimes I feel like an outsider. (-_-) I’m nuts, I really am.
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Bleed me dry with these slits on my wrists
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macaroononastick: mayomeriel:zapatoverde: (via colinh) Damn right I am.
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