May 2010
1 tag
Wow. 12:34am
If I could post a direct URL to my current state of mind right now for people to download and experience first hand, I would. Then everyone would suffer from insomnia and have their minds filled with suicidal thoughts. (Y)
1 tag
“I’m in the wrong here. I suck.” - Carl, Llamas With Hats
1 tag
Hi tumbot It seems that sometimes, you’re the only one i can talk to. A mere empty text box where I type everything and anything. And when I’m done, depending on the contents, I erase it all and close this window. Then you prompt me with a “Unsaved post!” message the next time i come back on. You remember, like how you are programmed to. Maybe blogs are created by therapists, therapy in the form...
1 tag
a hundred and three.
Just finished the last ten of 103 episodes of D.Gray-Man while being bored at my cousin’s house lol. Lifeless much? —————————————————————————————————- “Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if its broken; But you can still see the crack in that motherf—-ing reflection” - Beyonce and Lady GaGa, Telephone MV —————————————————————————————————- It is my fault. I’m sorry that I’m causing you so much...
1 tag
Drifting. On a poorly constructed makeshift wooden raft, out in the middle of the ocean. Parched throat, cracking lips, sweat. That’s what happens when you’re out with the merciless ball of fire raining its heat upon you. Then every so often, a shark will swim by, and he’ll silently hope that danger would pass. Most of the time it does, but today, it seems to want to do more. Constantly encircling...
1 tag
27th May
AAAAH SCAAAAAAAAAA. Sorryyyyy i think i should go back to school lol HAHAHA CAKE. so yeah. MONDAY IT IS! ———————————————————————————————- Today, was bittersweet. Came to school early, around 6.40/50-ish then went to seven-eleven to get Dplus to cheer myself up LOL. Called Sca to ask if she wanted juice (it was on offer), and then she ended up coming. So yeah leisurely walk back to school, then...
1 tag
Its 2hours and 10minutes away from the start of tomorrow, Yet i dread it. There is a sinking feeling that, something bad will happen And on tomorrow especially, it’ll probably be something important. The temptation to do something; the ground calls for me I have distanced myself from many people, haven’t I? Sorry to the people I have affected (esp. thou), A happy life to those who’ve found that...
1 tag
Murder. From the inside. And not long later, it will burst forth.
1 tag
Angry boy
and a bad day too lol
1 tag
I…I had the same dream again. It didnt end well either, like the last one, but worse. This violence, am I…angry?
1 tag
i thought, no one would remember lol. HAHA 其实我对三十一日有恐惧感，但是我也有一点期待 ——————————————————————— “Just go,” he muttered, face to the floor. The hostility stung, but yet there was a tinge of sadness in his voice. She backed off a little, but insistent, and refused to leave. They stood there frozen. “JUST, LEAVE!” he growled, feigning anger but the look he had on his face, it betrayed him. Tears plummeted;...
1 tag
2.04AM and I can’t sleep so here I am doing chem & the drawing on my file is fading off, once again… like how happiness suffers the same fate sometimes. So hand me a black permanent marker to fill it back in lol
1 tag
needing my weekly dose of starbucks HAHAHA should’ve bought just now lol. :/
1 tag
Chem tuition tomorrow :) One of the few things in life that I actually enjoy.
1 tag
“Get in there!” ordered the prison guard gruffly, as he shoved Jack into the cell. Jack smirked as the prison guard slammed the rusty cell door shut, before shuffling away. So it seems I’ve finally been caught, he thought to himself. The air was musty, going through his nasal passage roughly, making his nose itch a little. Jack poked at the ground, and slid his finger across the cell wall. Just as...
1 tag
I AM, in a brighter mood now lol. But to every upside, there’s always a downside Chucked away deep within the depths But, present. Still. Hopefully, it wouldn’t surface. I seem to study better when it comes though lawl Things never were the same again, after it happened It just made me realise, that what my world was built on could not last long And as people leave, or when problems arise, they...
1 tag
MT O LEVEL PAPER IS LIKE, NEXT NEXT MONDAY WOW. so like chinese spam and pray that i will do fairly well HAHAHA OMFG CHINESE ~.~
1 tag
the..end(?)
Most stories have a happy ending. Not this one i guess. Simply not there, wanting to, being there, yet fear overwhelms. Is this the end? The end, however, is also the beginning. And the end, it already happened once a long time ago. So what now? I honestly do not know. Perhaps there is no end. But yet the darkness still lingers. Maybe, the only path is the solitary one Trace of cruelty; the pain,...
1 tag
Dark days are ‘over’ and all thats left is a big clump of problems that’re gonna run me over soon enough. Great. Don’t you love the sound made by crushing bones? My bones, that is.
1 tag
All those days, and you did not come back And I am still unable to do anything These fragments of memories Again, one by one, are disappearing I want to become stronger than I am today To be able to reach you with this voice someday Even if the wind does not stop, I will continue walking I’ll look skyward At the end of the sunrise, a ray of light shines
1 tag
STRESS LEVEL RISING. 1) CCA points screwed 2) MT O levels in 14 days 3) O LEVELS yay we’re all gonna DIE. mugmugmugmugmug =3=
1 tag
odraneol: toxicpandas: intoxicatedrats: x : o : x : o : x : o : x THIS IS SO AWESOME.MADE MY DAY:) POKEMON! CHILDHOOOD (Y)
1 tag
emotional genocide; my world is falling apart ACT 1: «THE BREAKDOWN»
1 tag
きっと大丈夫! i shall strive for this, simply because it will put the smiles back on the faces around me.
1 tag
THE EXPLOSIVE PUNCH. And like, im sorry if i made you angry today unintentionally. Maybe i’ll talk to you tomorrow or sth.
1 tag
(Y)
1 tag
Shot with a tainted arrow and left to die, He certainly has been bled dry The arrow removed, the wound bound The poison however, flows with no sound Within the soul, destroying, killing Numbness is the only feeling He questioned his existence, was there a reason? Trapped here in this, a prison The heart slowly froze over, the warmth gone It was now hollow, the damage done As the raindrops fell...
1 tag
Let it all out, Let it all out 強がらなくていいんだね
1 tag
A little crinkling of paper, and it was done. He held up the white paper plane with his hand, and looked out the window. It was a great day today. The blue that stretched out endless, and the clouds that were like ships, on an endless voyage, swirling and twisting in their sea that we call the sky. His gaze fell upon the lonesome tree. It’s branches stretched out far and wide, luscious green. The...
1 tag
What I ended up doing when i was supposed to study chem HAHAHA
1 tag
You're just so sugar: Napha Na-phack
You’re just so sugar: Napha Na-phack I’m so not gonna get gold for napha. All As and one D. Nice result. Regret not REVISING in the gym for my napha TEST before the TEST. That’s so retarded. So my standing board jump needs LOTS of improvement. Speaking of that, Daryl jumps and landed on his face first. At first he didn’t cry or… actually its cos i couldnt feel the pain LOL. like really, my...
1 tag
gradual faceplant. (Y)
so i had a FML moment during standing broad jump HAHA gradual faceplant and apparently my lip tore(?) or sth and it bled so much that it looked worse than it actually was :O and apparently my lip went numb from the impact so i didnt feel much. anyway, redid it sometime later during 4E1-s napfa and got 208(woohoo passed) lol. so thanks to people who cared, thanks 4E1 people especially and a handful...
1 tag
Rustling. He turned around, swiftly, silently. Something was here. He knew, but where. He peered and squinted into the darkness, nothing. It stared right at him, its eyes a glowing red, fangs bearing, hidden. Cloaked by the darkness, it was concealed. Jeremiah could not see. Not in this, not like this. A twig snapped. His head turned, his voice echoing in his head, commanding his legs. He sprinted...
1 tag
mugmugmugmugmug lets all mug :D woohoo for mugging!
